As positive as I may be, I have my moments – they usually involve me thinking of my past, wondering why I was happy then and not at this particular moment. I sulk and let my mind twirl as to what could have been if I made a different choice. My close to midnight walk with an attempt to clear my mind, only cluttered it, I began to think about my endless wish list, some of which I have already been granted.
The universe is indeed quick in their response. Giving me what I wanted or thought I wanted because I am supposed to know what is best for me, most important of all, what makes me happy. How should I shape my wish? Do I even make a wish anymore? I don’t know but I know for a fact that it is true that thinking of the past and what could have, should have, would have been, do more harm than good.
With my emotions still blinding my sight of the big goal, it hit me that I have forgotten to embrace the present. The hardest part yet the most blissful…
