My thoughts came running along as I was jogging this evening. Maybe it’s because I’m leaving my hometown in less than 4 days or maybe it’s because I looked out the window and saw a familiar sports car parked right in front.
Whatever it was, I couldn’t help but to just run along with my thoughts. I thought about the time I threw one of my closest friends a mini-birthday party at Q Bar with 2 cup cakes, the time when we never missed out on a single Hed Kandi party. One memory after another, I was caught in a memory chain of all my past including one particular forbidden friendlationship.
Two minutes of memory flash back of the times we talked and hung out together, scene by scene feels like I have been running since forever. And I stopped all my thinking, took a deep breathe, and begin to think about my future.
I picture a crystal clear blue sea, me in my favorite butterfly dress on the glittering white sand, wind blowing, sun shining, and with me are my friends.
It’s always like this in life. The past, the present and the future. They all come in our thought time to time. I also have a good momeries about us with me. Today when I was hugging you and cried. I got the flash back. Like when you were trying to cheer me up or calm me down when I was such a drama queen…you know that night about me and that jerk. Also then about us having meal together. And about the future that I won’t see you in about a year or maybe 2. I got scare. Like are we going to be the same if we meet again? But we do have FB and Text. Just keep in touch,ok? I still remember that I ask P’Yung before I met you that..Is she a bitch? and later I found out that you are my best bitch. This won’t be our last hug ok? U are going to meet again. I insist. In singapore or when u come back. U are my good friend. Love you. xx